Thinking
I'm at home on my lunch break. Usually I'm not in the habit of blogging in the middle of the day but I've just got so much swimming in my mind, I'm going to go crazy if I don't get it out soon.
The obvious thing on my mind is stuff happening at home. As we speak, my step dad, mom and older sister are at the doctor, finding out just how bad his Hodgkin's Disease it. Now, I realize that I don't know anything other than the fact he has it. But, from what my mom said, it's really bad. Yesterday I was doing some reading on the disease and he's had most of the symptoms for over a year. The fact that it was just now caught is not a good thing at all; in fact it's very much not in his favor.
At this point I have tons of concerns and unanswered questions (some of which won't be answered or addressed for some time). Obviously I'm concerned about him but I'm also worried about my mom. She's taking this as well as can be expected. But I'm also concerned because my step dad is the primary one who's taking care of her. Since it appears that it looks like he won't be able to much longer, I don't know what's going to happen. There's also the issue of the house. God forbid that he were to die from this but if he did... there's no way we'd be able to keep the house.
Honestly my biggest fear about moving to Fort Wayne was that something like this would happen with me away from home. Let me say it right now: I have no plans to move back home. My mom has told me not to even consider it. However, I will go home for a visit as soon as possible. Then Christmas for sure. I appreciate the words of supper and the prayers that people have offered for my family. Please keep them coming.
--Jonathan
The obvious thing on my mind is stuff happening at home. As we speak, my step dad, mom and older sister are at the doctor, finding out just how bad his Hodgkin's Disease it. Now, I realize that I don't know anything other than the fact he has it. But, from what my mom said, it's really bad. Yesterday I was doing some reading on the disease and he's had most of the symptoms for over a year. The fact that it was just now caught is not a good thing at all; in fact it's very much not in his favor.
At this point I have tons of concerns and unanswered questions (some of which won't be answered or addressed for some time). Obviously I'm concerned about him but I'm also worried about my mom. She's taking this as well as can be expected. But I'm also concerned because my step dad is the primary one who's taking care of her. Since it appears that it looks like he won't be able to much longer, I don't know what's going to happen. There's also the issue of the house. God forbid that he were to die from this but if he did... there's no way we'd be able to keep the house.
Honestly my biggest fear about moving to Fort Wayne was that something like this would happen with me away from home. Let me say it right now: I have no plans to move back home. My mom has told me not to even consider it. However, I will go home for a visit as soon as possible. Then Christmas for sure. I appreciate the words of supper and the prayers that people have offered for my family. Please keep them coming.
--Jonathan
posted by Jonathan at
1:44 PM
1 Comments:
Stay positive, JT. That's all you can really do right now. We chatted yesterday about this... stay strong and do what is best for Jonathan Tullos. Those people whose opinions matter will understand, no matter what you decide to do.
You and your family are in my prayers, brotha.
:)
--- Cooper
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