When Momma Says Post...
...I post! Mom has told me that I don't post here often enough. I guess my phone calls to her aren't enough! LOL So I'll do the best I can to do a better job of running updates. But, mom, that doesn't mean that I'm going to stop calling!
Honestly, there's nothing about life that I can complain about. I've now lived in Fort Wayne for five months (well, five months on Friday) and I can truly say that all aspects of my life are well. Things at the station are going well. I keep getting hints that I'm about be promoted to Music Director. Of course, I've been getting these hints for some time and I wish they'd hurry up and do it! LOL But I keep getting more responsibility and more say in things so my patience will pay off eventually. The show seems to be going well for the most part too.
Personally, again, I certainly can't complain. Emily and I have been seeing each other a good bit and I really like where things are heading between us. Tonight we were talking and she said that she wanted to as me a "crazy question." I told her to go ahead. After some hesitation she said "do you feel something between us that you've never felt before?" I told her that I did and I asked her the same question. She said that she did as well. Now, I'll be the first to admit that I've moved too fast with women in the past and that's honestly one of my fears with Emily. I know I have strong feelings for her and they're growing everyday; so I'm going to try and not move too fast with her because I certainly don't want to screw this up. But, I had to admit, this feels more right than any in the past. I know it's cliche' as hell but this really is different, this is real. Emily's truly a girl that I would have no problems taking home to meet my mother; she's just a really great girl. She's beautiful, smart, has TONS of ambition, a great sense of humor, awesome personality... I could go on and on! I know mom would really love her. Honestly I can't put into words how I feel. So we'll just continue to take it a day at a time and see what happens.
Saturday I'm taking Emily to see the Fort Wayne Philharmonic perform at the Embassy Theatre in downtown. I want to take her to a nice dinner (nice but bank account killing LOL) before the show... basically I want to give her a great evening. As for the restaurants, I need my Fort Wayne peeps to help me out! If you have any suggestions, leave a comment. I'm also going to seek some from the people at work tomorrow. But feel free to share if you have any suggestions because I'm still learning the scene here.
Mom told me about she and my step dad running into my old Peditrician, Dr. John McEachin (pronounced McCann) at Wal-Mart a few days ago! I can't say enough about that man. I know I haven't gone into great detail about my childhood health problems (rest assured, I will give a complete account of it and of how much Dr. McEachin means to me and my familt). He has saved my life more times than I can ever comprehend. I'd give anything to see Dr. John again. But, from what she told me, he's doing well all things considered. She said he's looking rather old and you can tell that he's getting on up there. But he's still one of the most respected people in my life and always will be. I sincerely hope that he lives long enough to see me get married; he truly wouldn't believe it. See, I'm the guy who was supposed to be dead long before his 10th birthday. I wasn't even supposed to see 5. Again, I'll go into greater detail soon but my brain is shutting down. It's past my bedtime.
With that, I am, in fact, going to bed. Love, peace and chicken grease!
--Jonathan
Honestly, there's nothing about life that I can complain about. I've now lived in Fort Wayne for five months (well, five months on Friday) and I can truly say that all aspects of my life are well. Things at the station are going well. I keep getting hints that I'm about be promoted to Music Director. Of course, I've been getting these hints for some time and I wish they'd hurry up and do it! LOL But I keep getting more responsibility and more say in things so my patience will pay off eventually. The show seems to be going well for the most part too.
Personally, again, I certainly can't complain. Emily and I have been seeing each other a good bit and I really like where things are heading between us. Tonight we were talking and she said that she wanted to as me a "crazy question." I told her to go ahead. After some hesitation she said "do you feel something between us that you've never felt before?" I told her that I did and I asked her the same question. She said that she did as well. Now, I'll be the first to admit that I've moved too fast with women in the past and that's honestly one of my fears with Emily. I know I have strong feelings for her and they're growing everyday; so I'm going to try and not move too fast with her because I certainly don't want to screw this up. But, I had to admit, this feels more right than any in the past. I know it's cliche' as hell but this really is different, this is real. Emily's truly a girl that I would have no problems taking home to meet my mother; she's just a really great girl. She's beautiful, smart, has TONS of ambition, a great sense of humor, awesome personality... I could go on and on! I know mom would really love her. Honestly I can't put into words how I feel. So we'll just continue to take it a day at a time and see what happens.
Saturday I'm taking Emily to see the Fort Wayne Philharmonic perform at the Embassy Theatre in downtown. I want to take her to a nice dinner (nice but bank account killing LOL) before the show... basically I want to give her a great evening. As for the restaurants, I need my Fort Wayne peeps to help me out! If you have any suggestions, leave a comment. I'm also going to seek some from the people at work tomorrow. But feel free to share if you have any suggestions because I'm still learning the scene here.
Mom told me about she and my step dad running into my old Peditrician, Dr. John McEachin (pronounced McCann) at Wal-Mart a few days ago! I can't say enough about that man. I know I haven't gone into great detail about my childhood health problems (rest assured, I will give a complete account of it and of how much Dr. McEachin means to me and my familt). He has saved my life more times than I can ever comprehend. I'd give anything to see Dr. John again. But, from what she told me, he's doing well all things considered. She said he's looking rather old and you can tell that he's getting on up there. But he's still one of the most respected people in my life and always will be. I sincerely hope that he lives long enough to see me get married; he truly wouldn't believe it. See, I'm the guy who was supposed to be dead long before his 10th birthday. I wasn't even supposed to see 5. Again, I'll go into greater detail soon but my brain is shutting down. It's past my bedtime.
With that, I am, in fact, going to bed. Love, peace and chicken grease!
--Jonathan
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