Another week done...
Thank God the weekend is here!! I was so glad that today was Friday, I could hardly contain myself. Sure, I still have some things to do at the station this weekend but it's nothing major and I could probably even finish it all tomorrow. That way I won't have to go up on Sunday! :-)
The last couple of days have been a funk. I thought it was just lack of sleep but today I realized that it was because of some kind of funk. As for why, there could be any number of reasons. See, this is what happens when I think about stuff. Sure, if I didn't think about stuff I wouldn't be me (I tend to be somewhat of a thinker) but sometimes I tend to over-analyize things. Well, some things it just takes alot of thinking to figure them out. But you know what I'm saying...
One of the things I've been thinking a lot about lately is missed opportunities. Not so much wishing that I had gone after them (well, most of them) but just kind of wondering what would have happened if I chose option B instead of optoion A. One thing I've been thinking about is what would have happened if I had taken a job in Fayetteville, AR about a year ago. The job was mine but I turned it down; why I turned it down, I honestly don't remember. Of course, the fact that I'm here might have something to do with that because, who knows, I may not have come here had I taken that job.
Of course, that's not the only thing I've been thinking of. Honestly it's nothing I really want to air in public; it's just personal stuff. Just wondering what would have happened if I had done this, if I hadn't done that, if I had made another decision.
Regrets? Honestly, there are a few things I somewhat regret. But what's done is done and you can't change the past.
Gonna watch TV and go to bed. Tonight was my night in. Chinese take-out, "Soul Plane" and "Rudy." So far it's been a nice, relaxing evening. Well, mostly...
--Jonathan
The last couple of days have been a funk. I thought it was just lack of sleep but today I realized that it was because of some kind of funk. As for why, there could be any number of reasons. See, this is what happens when I think about stuff. Sure, if I didn't think about stuff I wouldn't be me (I tend to be somewhat of a thinker) but sometimes I tend to over-analyize things. Well, some things it just takes alot of thinking to figure them out. But you know what I'm saying...
One of the things I've been thinking a lot about lately is missed opportunities. Not so much wishing that I had gone after them (well, most of them) but just kind of wondering what would have happened if I chose option B instead of optoion A. One thing I've been thinking about is what would have happened if I had taken a job in Fayetteville, AR about a year ago. The job was mine but I turned it down; why I turned it down, I honestly don't remember. Of course, the fact that I'm here might have something to do with that because, who knows, I may not have come here had I taken that job.
Of course, that's not the only thing I've been thinking of. Honestly it's nothing I really want to air in public; it's just personal stuff. Just wondering what would have happened if I had done this, if I hadn't done that, if I had made another decision.
Regrets? Honestly, there are a few things I somewhat regret. But what's done is done and you can't change the past.
Gonna watch TV and go to bed. Tonight was my night in. Chinese take-out, "Soul Plane" and "Rudy." So far it's been a nice, relaxing evening. Well, mostly...
--Jonathan


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