Pondering

Every now and then I being to ponder various aspects of my life. I think that's one of my faults (that I think too much about stuff). But I can't help it. I know I'm not some great intellectual like Socrates or someone like that, but I do consider myself somewhat of a thinker. I tend to do this when I'm feeling kind of town. Honestly, I've been down most of the week because things just haven't been going my way. Of course I can't expect things to always go by way because, let's face it, that doesn't happen.

As far as stuff that's been happening, I just haven't head in things this week and I've been suffering for it. It's not like my job's threatened or anything like that but it just hasn't been very easy to do things. This weekend's going to be pretty busy for me as well so it's not like I'm really going to have a couple of days to unwind. Oh well. Such is life.

Have I ever mentioned that I absolutely hate being single? Oh, I have. Well, I'm going to do it again: I hate being single! Seriously, it sucks and I absolutely loath it. I really haven't had much luck in that department since I've been here and it's really got me discouraged when it comes to women. I know that things will happen at the appointed time (God's time) but, what can I say, I hate waiting.

Time for bed. Goodnight.

--Jonathan